My Looking Glass

I hide behind a glass wall, it burns me so.
I look between the flames, it pushes me so.
I will look forward, not back.

My mind views what it wants, but can not have.
My heart beats for what it needs, but will never uptane.
My body longs for a feeling, one that will never be.

We seek the future, the one we both want.
We see the past, the one we both share.
We forget the pains, the ones we both caused.

They don’t understand me, because I can’t be understood.
They don’t understand you, because you don’t want to be understood.
They will always try, but we will not let them.

Who should I turn to, to baring my fears?
Who could I hold, to comfort my heart?
Who would hold me, to comfort the need?

There are things, things I don’t understand.
There are things, things that I don’t know.
There are things, things that hurt me.
There are things, things that will hurt who I love.

I look through this glass wall, looking into a dark place.
I look through this braking glass, seeing the cracks of light.
I look through this broken glass, seeing my mind shattered.
I look through this open wall, my eyes passed the worry

So I will set it be, the worry that bothers me daily.
So I will move on, moving to the morrow ahead.
So I will not look back, to the thought of betrayal.

I know it to be a lie, this thought!
I know it not to be true, this thought!
I know it can not happen, this thought!

Why is my heart so, so untrusting!?
Why does my mind, play his horrible trick!?
Why do I ache, with out my answer!?

I look on through this glass wall, shadow in my eyes.
I look on through this glass wall, a small light to guide me.
I look on through this glass wall, looking through my looking glass.