Its funny how when you're sleeping, how you awake to see nothing that you thought was really there. Its Sad, and yet, calming at times.Just opening my eyes, i saw so much that was around me and yet i am still so very blind with out... her. I know its not much to say, but i feel so much for this girl, soi much more then i could ever explain. She once asked me to tell you why i loved her, and i couldn't tell her because there is so much about her that just covers me in such a warm feeling at just a single innocent thought of the slightist of touches to her hand. The though alone makes my heart beat so fast, i sometimes think i might been to faint. there is so much i can say, but no matter what i say, I honestly don't give a shit if anyone things i'm some love strake guy. No matter what happens, no matter what is said or done. I will almost look forward to saying a single line that makes all of it worth it; "I love you". She is everything to me now, the one i hope to hold in my arms. She asked me why i loved her, well there isn't a simple answer to that question. I might be about to say WHY i love her, but i can she say WHAT i love about her, and why i love that about her.

First is that wonderious Smile, though mysterious and not very offen, i can't help but every moment i see such a thing of beauty to smile in return. I love her beautiful brown eyes, so full of something i couldn't hope to explain, like a brown-dwarf they draw me in and pull my gaze into an almost never ending stare. Her shoulder long cruls, compliment her face but even most so when she straightens it, somehtign she too loves to do.I love how when I say something wrong, she helps me understand the right answers, i'm never not learning something new. I love how even though i do forgive dates that have great meeting for us, so helps me to remember them (Sept 13, 2008), things i should never forget ever again thanks to her. I Love how she looked at me when i call for her, opening her eyes wide as if shocked that i was there, it always makes me chuckle when she does that, What a powerful gift she has. I just love how she calls me in the mornings, or texts me to wake up or to say good morning, it makes waking up so worth it just o hear her voice. Its odd, but i love when agrue about how i don't talk enough, because i know she is right and i should be talking more, after all she is my Muffen. I can't stop loving who she is, her personality is so much more then i could ever expect from a girl, so much more then i ever dreamed, and i love it all. I have told her i love her body the way it is, its prefect from the hairs on her head to the nail on her toes, There is not much you can do after hitting Prefection.

She doesn't realise how much i love her, So much that i want to risk it all, just to stand infront of her and gase into her eyes.I can see it now, the look that comes over us as se first meet in person, i mean sure we're talked over cams and things like that but looking into one anothers eyes in such a close area, will be something more. I can see it, I let her know when i'm going to be there to visit her, but i go an hour or two earily to surprise her. I'd take a cap to her home, and stand outside with my bag at my side and looking up the small startcase to her front door (i don't know why but i picture a set of 4-5 steps at the front door, don't know why). As the time comes for her to leave to come get me, the whole normal time she had to go to the airport, as she walked out the front door she would see me. I'd slowlly moved a strane or two of hair out of my face as i look up at her with a soft smile. Our eyes meet, almost as if for the first time. she smiles softly back, shocked that i was outside waiting for her and not at the airport. She walks down the steps and i step forward to meet her haft way. I look up into her eyes (she is already 2 inches taller then me), softly reaching for her hands at her sides. I looked down as i take her hands and then i softly pulll our arms to the side of us as i step forward, getting closer to her. Letting og of our hands, our arms slide around one naother and tightly hold the other. I don't know if she would be crying, but i know i would as i softly would tell her, "I love you" in her ear as i kiss her cheek and hold her tighter in my arms. We would stand like that, for a long time, only holding one another.

There is no why for me to be sure on this to happen, but i have a feeling that it just might. I love her so much, once i have her in my arms, i don't think i could ever let her go. She is my light, through the darkest of time. She is the well behind my passion, my fight to better myself. She is my motivation, the power behind all that is me. She is my power, the power of love (corny, yes. Bite me). She is my wings, as i fall, flying me to greater highs everyday with the angelic song of the words from her lips. She its the Arrow that grides me through the strom, and into the light of day to see the warm glow she gives. To put it simply, Damn it i love her so fucking much i woke up just so i could post up all this dovey lovey shit XD LOL so yeah... She is something, My loving girlfriend =BloodyPassion, the the light of my world.